Zhiyi was very happy today, but is now sad.
Life sucks, and you just have to deal with it.
Dk what to do anymore, maybe not doing anything maybe a good solution.
Having migrane again, sigh ):

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Chantelle says:
*haha
*are you okay?
♥zhiyi is physically and mentally drained out ): says:
*haha
*yea
*tired
*why
Chantelle says:
*hahaha
*no lah you sound quiet
*hahahah
♥zhiyi is physically and mentally drained out ): says:
*haha
*really
Chantelle says:
*giving off a scary aura through msn
*i scared :(
*hahahhahahahahah
♥zhiyi is physically and mentally drained out ): says:
*hahaha
*really meh
Chantelle says:
*yup yupppp
♥zhiyi is physically and mentally drained out ): says:
*oh man
*haha
Chantelle says:
*hahahah
*oh i just saw your nick. heee
*okay lah go rest then!!
♥zhiyi is physically and mentally drained out ): says:
*HAHA
Chantelle says:
*i need to do alot of work omg :(
♥zhiyi is physically and mentally drained out ): says:
*yes
*EOM
*):
Chantelle says:
*hahahah
*see you in school :)


HAHA, oh man. I'm sad today, my new guitar section is 1.2 ): i dont wanttt! i want my old section guitar 2A ): with gerald, rach, bob bob, etc etc): sigh, ):

went home with gerald ng after guitar today, haha he fell asleep on the bus, and he was damn funny when he woke up. hahahaha, super duper man! i swear i was damn moody and grouchy during guitar, super duper tired lah. ): feel like dying man): tmw's a long day till six again, kill me man ):

Luckily there's no guitar on fri, but i kinda will miss my guitar): its gonna be in the guitar room for exactly one week ): luckily i still have my acoustic guitar with me (: And i still have bio/econs lessons at 230

Sigh, off to study ionic equilibrium, chem energetics two, and chemcial equilibrium,
read through DNA strucutre, replication, protein synthesis.

I WILL PASS MY PROMOS!

anw, to someone, don't feel bad okie!! I'm really alright(:

Ohhhhhhh i forget to blogg about this, i'm so sad that my skin on my left fingers peel off already ): hurhur. And it kinda hurts when i played the guitar for like nearly four hours today. ):

AND TODAY WAS THE SECOND I'M LATE IN THIS TERM. -.- haha, thanks to des, but its okie, she's also late with me again. hahaha. zomg, just cos i didnt reach the classroom in time. Woah, damn bloody stupid man. The first time was because the side gate shut like in my face -.- bloody helll. one more time late, and suspension. next time i'm late for sch, i'm gonna take mc. screw that. -.- haha, munny was late too! she had traffic jam, only rach was on time. hahaha, stupid leh seriously.

Sorry xuehen for making you late too ):

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I'VE BEEN DOING MY EOM SINCE 8, AND WHEN I'M FINALLY DONE, PEOPLE TELL ME ITS STILL NOT OKIE/GOOD ENOUGH. not saying that i'm blaming the person or what. I'M BLAMING MYSELF, FEEL SO FRUSTRATED WITH PW. THIS IS ONLY MY SECOND DRAFT WHILE OTHERS ARE LIKE AT THEIR THIRD ALR?!? WTH LAH. SCREW PW. I HATE YOU, I SWEAR. TO THE MAX.

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Zomg, i was still happy throughout the whole day, even tho being sabo-d. Until i reachd home, everything started to change 360 degrees. Everything totally suck now, i dont feel lke going sch tmw. Screw it. Having on off fever now. Hate myself. Forever so weak

Guitar tmw, and i ain't goin because it would hve endd by the time i go. So yea. Anw, tmw' s a bully's birthday(: Will blogg at 12 later for that bully (:

Hopefuly, i'll be fine by then.
Well i guess i'm stil not. Feeling uber uber uber low now, and very reliant. screw that. hate myself

Off to study ionic equilbrium and series & sequences.
And if i have the time, probably redo GPP, EOM and write WR.

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hopes dashed,

mich, where are you? ):

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Feeling damn lousy and sad now, disappointed alot of people, i know.

Maybe, just maybe i might be quitting guitar now and be cca-less? :/ i dk, i dk.

Feel like crying, but can't.

I need dill ): and ks they all man, only they can understand whatever i'm talking about.

And maybe c cube, but gah, nvm

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Don't come and tell me it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, because you'll see them soon. (HOW SOON MAY I KNOW? in a few months time is considered soon as compared to like classmates i see everyday?) You can always tlak to them on msn, video call them (whats the point? would you prefer to see them in real person or in a stupid computer screen?)

I'm not even flying with my parents to go visit them in june. And my mum wants my bro and blah blah blah to take care of me -.-. I think just give me my allowance for that week including dinner and everything, i'll be fine. Its not as if i can't take care of myself like that. Its just for a week -.- or even less than that. And thats why i dont even see a point why can't i fly over to shanghai alone. Haha, so i bet with one/two friends they wont also allow.

Fyi, i didn't cry today. Just teard a lil, maybe one two drops? Dk whether iszit just sleepy or haven't wake up, or iszit i've zhang da le. But in any case, i'm still missing them now, so i guess i can say i zhang da le?

AIYAH, i dk lah. I just know i'm very cranky now, even tho i'm not really showing it.

Tmw school ends at 1830 for me. Walao, i'm gonna die.

Made a new goal these few days

To be promoted to j2, on top of that, have decent grades to be an OGL next year for the j1s.

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