I've got the sudden urge to blog, haha somehow. But just can't seem to organise my thoughts.

Shall just talk about random stuff on my mind.

I was the second winner in monopoly singapore just now. Own the whole road of green orchard road, scotts road, tanglin road, blue nassim hassan road, queen park? yea sth like that. If we continued, i may be the winner loh. okie, whatevr.

p/s side track abit, i'm yawning, waiting for jolene and weicong's reply, and having headache, and feel like puking-.-

Anw, I feel like doing alot of things, but there ain't much time left. Tmw going to church, and tm for sushi and small shopping. Mon sis & family will be leaving, which is by then, i needa start work again, by finishing all my work in a week's time at the most, and then start revision again! zomg, screw A's. I NEEDA GO NTU/SMU!! right weicong?

I wanna meet up with gerald chee yan zhang, i've been missing out much on his life and he's been missing out on my life too! EH, don't migrate lah, i'll miss you one leh ): sigh. Nvm lah, good also, next time i'm so gonna visit you okie! Free lodging! woohooooooo. can ask junyee/dill etc also.

Speaking of which, i haven't seen song for a longgggggg time, like since a year? i haven't went to eunice house to nuaaaaaaaa and taste her cooking! prolly next week i guess. after sis go back. Haven't gone k with darling weixuan, shopping with darling michelle and meeting up with darling amanda. ZOMG. ):

I wanna go shanghai again before sis and family come back for good! To go major cards making shopping and dvd shopping too! I wanna go japan luh, disneyland/sea.

Ive been daydreaming alot, making plans for future, still thinking on what to do as a career after uni till i get married and have kids, when i getting married, when i having kids, when and what i doing in future. etc etc gonna do a scrapbooking on my new family and kids, on the family's first(like first outing, first year, first kid, first etc), the kids's first(walking, crawling, gift, first day in sch, etc etc) haha, thinking of my wedding, doing some planning here and there, honeymoon, house design, parties, house warming, meetups, etc etc. Haha,i can't believe i just told all of you this. But yea, been making plans. And its gonna be put in place(:

P/P/S dont worry yinghui, i still remember the nine hurdles, and i just thought of a new one randomly! :P

Can't believe i'm 17 now, and going to take my A's next year and heading to uni the next year. Time really flies past so fast! I really hope to get A's over and done with and do averagely well to get into a business course in NTU/SMU. After which, i can go back to the youths and join church choir, and go back tms to relief, and teach tuition too!

After uni, i'll be going out to workforce to work already! zomg! i dk if i can handle the people ties in the society well :/ improving on it now in jc. which i will be around 23-25 years old, depending if i take masters/honours. After which i'll be saving up money, and going to get married at the age of 27 like my sis and sis in law! then give birth at the age of 29, 30/31/32! two-three kids, must have one guy one girl at least. then stop at two. if not have max three kids. haha after which, i dk if i'm gonig back to workforce. but will definetely give tuition during free time. and going hols at least twice a year. (:

woohoo, i can't wait. esp my wedding!! (:

p/s i still dk what to be! ): part time wedding planner + banker, teacher +tuition teacher + part time wedding planner, or full time weddding planner.

I am gonna start a small blogshop. heee.

That is to sell cards (:

Be it birthday cards, get well soon cards, or wedding cards, baby cards, etc etc.

It'll be customised(: hee.

It will be originally made by mee. And each design will only have the max of nine in quantity. Unless there is a high demand for it, that is after nine of them are sold, there must be a buyer requesting to buy a minimum 5 of them. Only then, will i remake them again. (:

Can't wait! I'm so gonna finish my homework now, and then spend the last week of sch doing cards?(:

Can also tab on sis to use some of her scrapbooking stuff. (:

Went out with awesome 4G'o2 (: pam, xue, yinghui, howguan, qiuqiu, tim, shannen (:

lunch then bowling then avatar (:

After which, went back to tamp with the guys cos they meeting zhilin for dinner. And maybe josh.

Came home, changed and everything, called best friend(: had an ultra long talk with him. like nearly an hour? (: Glad everything's fine, and we're meeting very soon! So much to catch up i swear!! (:

Thanks bestfriend, for being there(:

Many things on my mind now, just can't seem to put it down in words.

Need time badly.
But then again, maybe not,
because i can't wait till after A's.
Cos its so gonna be the bomb!

I'm going back to tms to work as relief teacher,
which means i'm able to earn money!
I will then use my first pay to treat my family to a good dinner!
Then slowly save up and buy each family a small gift.
Can then buy all the stuff i want!

At the same time, will also give tuition to two/three kids.
And this will also continue even when i'm in uni.
So that i will have money for daily expenses,
and at the same time, can save more money to pay for sch fees, and for family, and of cos, for future use:P

Not to mention, i'm gonna join the church choir definitely
and going back to youth ministry
which i can guiltly say i've been missing out for the past few years.
And maybe pianist/guitar ministry too.
IF i can sightread well, and know all my guitar chords well.

And i'll quit my work in june/july and work for event jobs.
Or not, have one more kid for tuition. (:
Then able to go out with friends. (:

I'll then go back to uni in august.
And i will definitely go for F1 race!
Also, go NDP at marina bay!(quit saying, i haven't been there yet)
And i wanna go henderson waves bridge!
And also to sentosa for the IR and theme park!
And also to wild wild wet(haha shut up)
And also to watch the sunrise/sunset!
And also to watch fireworks!
And also meteor rain if there is. (thanks to someone i cant watch this year -.-)
And also go to a cny countdown party!
And also to marina bay's IR!
And also to japan tokyo disneyland or any place with sis & family!! :D

And i'll have a 19th birthday chalet(: in nov

我知道傷心不能改變什麽
那麽讓我誠實一點 誠實
難免有不能控制的宣洩
只有關上了門不必理誰

一個人坐在空蕩包廂裏面
手機讓它休息一夜
難.想切歌切掉回憶的畫面
眼淚不能流過十二點

生日快樂 我對自己說
蠟燭點了 寂寞亮了
生日快樂 淚也融了
我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切

還愛你 帶一點恨
還要時間 才能平衡
熱戀傷痕 幻滅重生
祝我生日快樂

還愛你 帶一點恨
還要時間 才能平衡
熱戀傷痕 幻滅重生
祝我生日快樂

還愛你 帶一點恨
還要時間 才能平衡
熱戀傷痕 幻滅重生
祝我生日快樂

Many things happend, and i guess this song's thinking is kinda what i'm feeling now. Bet best friend can understand right? (:

Thats it, hopes dashed.

So much for having a role model in my heart.

So now i suck so much in your eyes too. Wow.

Damn you, i'm gonna score like shit for A's

DAMNIT, I WANT A POLARIOD I SWEAR. ):

I always save up halfway/threequarter and spend it. -.- this sucks.

What happend to the other time when i saved hundred plus for my guitar):

Anyone going overseas?!?!

Eunice went to cambodia last fri, and she helping me find a nice long pink wallet (:
Akram in bali, helping me find a nice long pencilcase too.(:
Yinghui that kuku went overseas, and came back today! :/
Rachel darling went KL last fri. :/ never telll her anything!
Junyee going to ho chin mian on fri ): gonna miss her.

I NEED a new

#1) side bag
#2) long pencilcase
#3) pink wallet
#4) canvas shoes

#5) foundation
#6) concealor
#7) eyeshadow(silver/pink/blue)
#8) brown contacts
#9) white/gold or pink/gold dress
#10) nice clutch bag!
#11) nail polishes ( silver/pink) or should i go for manicure
#12) hair curler
#13) eyelash curler
(all this for prom! :/)

#14) cny clothes(4-5 sets? i want dresses pleaseeeee)
#15) a nice silver hair band.(its like twentys bucks! :/)
#16) more wrist bracelets that are not looseeeee.
#17) more long necklaces!

WANTS
#1) a full set of carebears!
#2) daddy pooh bear:P hee.
#3) itouch!
#4) polariod camera!

zomggg! hurhur

VERY CUI NOW.

DAMN STRESSD UP

Sch hols have started.

Been catching up on sleep these few days. Didn't do much work. Just some revision here and there and some hols hwk done.

Needa be of fullspeed soon. Got alot to catch up on my maths.

I NEED TO MAKE IT, I NEED TO MAKE IT, I NEED TO MAKE IT INTO LOCAL U.

DAMN YOU A'S.